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Hello....My name is Dale and I am thiry five years old today.I am a hermit and I don't like to be around a lot of people.The reason for this is that I had about seven teeth removed because of pore dental sevices.I tell you the dentist is expensive.They did not care that I could posibly die.I did some searching to try to do some kind of a payment plan,no one would hear me or help.I use to sing in church and at weddings and funerals,people still ask me today if I could sing here and there.I feel like I have just lost myself after my teeth were removed.I love singing and I miss it dearly.I was a very  out going person,and I see the difference in myself from before.I don't know what to do.I don't want to live like this forever.I want to be able to not be ashamed and go out and things be back the way they were before.This has taken a toll on me,I just don't feel comfortable smiling which I always did before.Today is my birthday and I am not planing on doing or going anywhere.If anyone knows of someone who would be willing to just hear me out and work with me.Everything is always about money.When you don't have it,that is such a depressing thing.I am on medication for depression and anxiety.I don't sleep,I sit up practicaly all night untill I can't take it anymore.I am tooo young to live like this I know,and I need to be able to take the first steps to get myself together.At this point in my life I just feel like I don't want to be here anymore.I have four kids and if it was not for them.I know they need me.I search and search all the time for a dentist who may be willing to help me.I have more bad teeth because they need cleaning etc.I want to be back out there smiling and laughing and talking to people with out trying to hide my teeth,I can't stand this.Is there anyone who knows of some advice or tips that they can share.Maybe even a dentist that you may know about I beg of you please,I can not afford cosmetic dentistry which is what I need badly.I still a little faith left so I am glad that I found this page.